'I was nervous as hell, gIrl! Oh my god,’ the transgender model and actor Indya Moore exclaims, when I ask what it was like to make their debut at the Met Gala, in a bespoke gold Louis Vuitton dress and 11-foot braid hair extension. ‘You know, it’s the Met Gala – everyone is huge. It feels very hierarchical and I get really nervous in hierarchical spaces because I feel like everyone deserves to feel just as special as everyone else, but that’s just not the way it is in this business,’ says Indya. ‘So on the red carpet, I was nervous about whether the photographers would want to shoot me; if I was as interesting as all the other girls.’
It’s endearing but perhaps surprising that even Indya experiences impostor syndrome – given that the actor’s performance in much acclaimed TV drama Pose has made them a breakout star. Ryan Murphy’s exceptional human study of 1980’s New York ballroom culture, which has just finished its run on BBC Two, made TV history by featuring the largest cast of trans actors for a scripted drama. A little Dynasty, a little Fame, it follows sassy New Yorkers dancing their way against prejudice through one of the most influential subcultures of all time: vogueing. Indya’s role as Angel, a sex worker who starts an affair with a Trump- supporting married man (think Pretty Woman for the woke generation), is pivotal to the show – and drew attention from the fashion world. Louis Vuitton’s creative director Nicolas Ghesquière was so charmed that, last year, he asked Indya to join his army of ambassadors, which includes Emma Stone and Michelle Williams.
Then again, perhaps Indya’s red carpet reticence makes sense, having long lived as a marginalised person. The 24-year-old – who identifies as non-binary so prefers the they/them pronoun – has talked about growing up in foster care from the age of 14 after their parents struggled to accept them. It was only when Indya was placed with a foster parent who happened to be a trans woman that they started hormone replacement therapy. Indya is now reconciled with their mum, Gloria, aided by the fact Pose allowed her a window on the trans community. Indeed, Indya says the show ‘created a space in people’s minds about who we are. I hope it holds more people accountable to think about the ways they influence the experiences of people like myself – or don’t.’
So what message does Indya want people to take from Pose? ‘That everyone deserves family and love. I want people to take away that we can carry ourselves out of trauma and danger, but the reasons why we’re traumatised and in danger are because of the people around us. So I want people to really interrogate how they can influence the lives of marginalised people in more positive ways.’
This is the first time I’ve discussed gender identity backstage at a fashion show – this time Louis Vuitton Cruise 2020 – with a front row star wearing electric blue eyeshadow and a bunch of fresh hydrangeas (which have slightly wilted in the New York heat) as a headpiece. But you get the sense that Indya is aware she has a platform and wants to use it responsibly. ‘A lot of people are afraid to use their platforms because they don’t want to lose anything they have – and that’s OK. We don’t all have to be activists but I choose to do it because, really, what’s the worst that could happen? I want more people to hear me and be part of the change that everyone would benefit from. The change we need so that people like me can be safe and happy.’
Besides, says Indya, who says fashion can’t help make that statement? When I ask, for example, whether they were making a mental shopping list during the show, their answer is immediate – a mesh dress they’ll be wearing their own unique way. ‘Any time I wear Vuitton, I always take the lining out,’ Indya explains. ‘My body is politicised as hell because I’m trans and a person of colour and because I’m perceivably a woman (I’m actually non-binary). But as far as what people expect people who look like me to wear, I like to change up the rules. I don’t like following the rules – the patriarchal rules.
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1 of 99 CREDIT: GettyMindy Kaling wearing a gold Moschino dress
2 of 99 CREDIT: GettyRichard Madden in Dior
3 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDapper Dan in Gucci
4 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLady Gaga in one of her Brandon Maxwell looks
5 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAnna Wintour wearing Chanel
6 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGucci's Alessandro Michele arrived with Harry Styles, wearing Gucci
7 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLady Gaga's final look on the pink carpet
8 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCéline Dion wearing Oscar de la Renta
9 of 99 CREDIT: GettySara Sampaio in August Getty Atelier
10 of 99 CREDIT: GettySerena Williams wore Atelier Versace with Nike trainers
11 of 99 CREDIT: GettyVogue's Hamish Bowles in Maison Margiela Artisanal designed by John Galliano
12 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAva DuVernay wore a green Prada dress
13 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKarlie Kloss in Dapper Dan x Gucci
14 of 99 CREDIT: GettyRegina Hall wore Dapper Dan x Gucci
15 of 99 CREDIT: GettyTaron Egerton on the pink carpet
16 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLaverne Cox wore Christian Siriano
17 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDesigner Joseph Altuzarra was accompanied by Awkwafina, who wore a gold dress of his design
18 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCharli XCX made her Met Gala debut in Jean Paul Gaultier couture
19 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAquaria wore John Galliano for Margiela
20 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDesigner Erdem dressed the actor Rachel Brosnahan
21 of 99 CREDIT: GettyBilly Porter wore an incredible ensemble by The Blonds
22 of 99 CREDIT: GettyPose star Dominique Jackson
23 of 99 CREDIT: GettyPose's MJ Rodriguez
24 of 99 CREDIT: GettyConstance Wu wore Marchesa, accompanied by the designer, Georgina Chapman
25 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJames Charles
26 of 99 CREDIT: GettyBenedict Cumberbatch and his wife, Sophie Hunter wearing Roksanda
27 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLucy Boynton wore custom Prada
28 of 99 CREDIT: GettyFlorence Welch wore Gucci
29 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKris Jenner in a Tommy Hilfiger coat and blonde wig
30 of 99 CREDIT: GettySaoirse Ronan wore a Gucci gown
31 of 99 CREDIT: GettyEmily Blunt wore a gold Michael Kors dress with matching headpiece
32 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCarey Mulligan in Prada
33 of 99 CREDIT: GettyMary-Kate and Ashley Olsen wore vintage Chanel
34 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJemima Kirke and Lena Dunham wore Christopher Kane
35 of 99 CREDIT: GettyRosie Huntington-Whiteley in Oscar de la Renta
36 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLiam Hemsworth and Miley Cyrus in Saint Laurent
37 of 99 CREDIT: GettyHari Nef in Gucci
38 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDemi Moore wore Saint Laurent and was accompanied by the brand's creative director, Anthony Vaccarello
39 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAlexa Chung wore her own brand to the Met Gala
40 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLewis Hamilton
41 of 99 CREDIT: GettySienna Miller in Paco Rabanne
42 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJanelle Monae in Christian Siriano
43 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKacey Musgraves arrived as a real-life Barbie
44 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGwen Stefani wore Moschino
45 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGigi Hadid in a silver Michael Kors ensemble
46 of 99 CREDIT: GettyChris Rock arrived with girlfriend Megalyn Echikunwoke
47 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKaty Perry in an amazing Moschino look
48 of 99 CREDIT: GettyElle Fanning wore Miu Miu
49 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDiane von Furstenberg
50 of 99 CREDIT: GettyModel Laura Love
51 of 99 CREDIT: GettyRuth Wilson wore a romantic gown with ruffled skirt
52 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLili Reinhart wore blue Ferragamo shorts
53 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGwyneth Paltrow wore a yellow dress
54 of 99 CREDIT: GettyEmily Ratajkowski in Peter Dundas
55 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKristen Stewart in Chanel
56 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKim Kardashian-West, accompanied by husband Kanye, wore a dress designed by Mugler
57 of 99 CREDIT: GettyModels Candice Swanepoel and Joan Smalls
58 of 99 CREDIT: GettyPriyanka Chopra and Nick Jonas, both wearing Dior
59 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAlicia Vikander in Louis Vuitton
60 of 99 CREDIT: GettyBella Hadid wore a cut-out Moschino gown
61 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKerry Washington in Tory Burch
62 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJulianne Moore in a Valentino gown
63 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAlicia Keys paid homage to Grace Jones in her Carolina Herrera dress
64 of 99 CREDIT: GettyEmma Roberts in Giambattista Valli
65 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGemma Chan in Tom Ford with the designer himself
66 of 99 CREDIT: GettySarah Paulson in a Moschino dress with oversized bow
67 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKendall Jenner in custom Versace
68 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKylie Jenner in custom Versace
69 of 99 CREDIT: GettyGisele Bundchen in a sustainable Dior dress
70 of 99 CREDIT: GettySalma Hayek in Gucci
71 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJennifer Lopez in Versace
72 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLena Waithe and Kerby Jean-Raymond, both wearing Pyer Moss
73 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDakota Johnson in Gucci
74 of 99 CREDIT: GettyHailee Steinfeld in Viktor & Rolf couture
75 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCiara in an emerald dress designed by Dundas
76 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCardi B wore an extravagant Thom Browne dress
77 of 99 CREDIT: GettyNaomi Campbell in Valentino
78 of 99 CREDIT: GettyZendaya gave major Cinderella vibes in a light-up Tommy Hilfiger dress
79 of 99 CREDIT: GettyCara Delevingne in Dior Haute Couture
80 of 99 CREDIT: GettyKatie Holmes wore Zac Posen
81 of 99 CREDIT: GettyNicki Minaj wore a pale pink gown with a dramatic train by Prabal Gurung
82 of 99 CREDIT: GettyEzra Miller wore custom Burberry, designed by Ricardo Tisci
83 of 99 CREDIT: GettyDonatella Versace
84 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJared Leto recreated a Gucci catwalk look, complete with a spare head
85 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLily Aldridge wore a custom Richard Quinn dress
86 of 99 CREDIT: GettySolange Knowles in Salvatore Ferragamo
87 of 99 CREDIT: GettyPenelopé Cruz in vintage Chanel
88 of 99 CREDIT: GettyZoe Saldana wore Michael Kors
89 of 99 CREDIT: GettyNewlyweds Joe Jonas and Sophie Turner co-ordinated in Louis Vuitton
90 of 99 CREDIT: GettyRita Ora and Kate Moss wore metallic gowns by Marc Jacobs
91 of 99 CREDIT: GettyLupita Nyong'o wore a rainbow creation by Versace
92 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJourdan Dunn in a Zac Posen dress
93 of 99 CREDIT: GettyHailey Bieber in custom Alexander Wang
94 of 99 CREDIT: GettyAdwoa Aboah in leopard print Diane von Furstenberg
95 of 99 CREDIT: GettyEmma Stone wore a silver Louis Vuitton suit
96 of 99 CREDIT: GettyJoan Collins in a Valentino gown
97 of 99 CREDIT: GettyPose star Indya Moore in gold Louis Vuitton
98 of 99 CREDIT: GettyTessa Thompson wore a look from the Chanel AW16 Haute Couture show, accessorised with a major braid and leather whip
99 of 99 CREDIT: GettyMaggie Rogers in Coach