I have been a plus-size model for four years. I got into the industry to take up space as a Black woman with a bigger body, sharing my art to normalise ALL body types. However within the last month Instagram seems to be trying to limit me from doing so, they have continuously removed two specific modelling images of me even getting to the point where my entire Instagram account was at risk of being deleted because I refused to let them censor my body.
In the pictures I’m topless, covering my nipples and wearing cycling shorts. They’re beautiful, tasteful pictures captured by the incredible Alexandra Cameron. They’re more than suitable for the space I’ve cultivated on my account - where a number of other tasteful nude pictures of myself are still up - yet Instagram appears to have deemed these particular images as unsuitable for viewing.
When I posted about this on my Instagram, I was lucky enough to have Gina Martin, a fellow influencer activist and friend of Cameron’s share my story with her followers starting the hashtag #IwanttoseeNyome. Her actions have launched a movement that has seen countless people share my images from the shoot with Alex yet instagram still removes them.
Martin quite aptly compared my pictures to other models, like Emily Ratajkowski and Bella Hadid, who post similar images wearing a considerable amount less all the time yet do not appear to face the same problems. The obvious difference is, they’re slim and white.
It is clear to me that there is a racial bias against Black women on Instagram, especially those that are visibly plus sized and confident in that fact. When they censor my images, they tell me – and everyone else - that there is one size that is correct and worthy, a narrative that has been repeated to women our entire lives and this exact way of thinking is what I am trying to change.
I have anxiety and all of this is extremely triggering
Having to be subject to this repeatedly, is quite frankly tiring. I have anxiety and all of this is extremely triggering for me. This is the second time in less than a month I’ve had to deal with injustice in this industry. Just two weeks ago, a white illustrator took one of my photographs without my consent and was monetizing off of my likeness and was selling merchandise with my image on it for her gain.
Now this has happened, and I’m tired. I’m a very strong person, when I believe in a cause or in speaking up about injustices I am relentless with it, but talking about issues like this all the time leaves me drained. I never tire of speaking up about things I’m passionate about but I am tired of this always happening when we’re in 2020.
There is a heaviness that accompanies dealing with these issues. There is a trope that Black women are always so strong even when we have been wronged, and that we must act in a way that is becoming so that we are not labeled as aggressive or as the aggressor. We should be allowed to be soft, and to process our feelings in whichever manner we choose to without any form of label being placed upon us.
I feel lucky in that I’ve had so much support from the model and influencer community since I shared this story. There is an inherent systematic racial bias that is going on and because Gina spoke up, people are talking about it now, but it shouldn’t have to come to a slim white woman having to speak up for me to be heard and listened to .
Ultimately, Instagram as a company need to change and I intend on speaking to them to make that happen. Their staff – and everyone in general – need to be looking inward and checking on their own biases. If your job is to approve images posted online and you’re looking at content creators and policing one but not the other, should you have that job? If you can’t take your own bias or what you see as correct out of the equation (when it most likely isn’t correct given how many stories there are like mine) then that’s a problem.
We also need more transparency from Instagram about how they approve of images. Is there a machine-led system that checks all our images to see if they’re appropriate? If so, who wrote the coding for that system? We know that the people who wrote these codes (who are most often white men) bring their own biases into their work regardless – to the point there is evidence of racism in artificial intelligence.
On the other side, is there a human on the other end approving these images? If so, what biases do they have? What guidelines are they following and who wrote them? It could be that people were reporting my image, but we need to know who approves those processes and under what standard.
Instagram need to answer why women like me are being censored so routinely
My hope is that Instagram will have an answer as to why women like me are being censored so routinely and expose their approval process in doing so. They need to set out a strategy to ensure their staff - or their coding and algorithms - aren't, as it seems to me, racist, sexist and stigmatizing Black plus-size bodies.
They need to answer for their apparent racial bias and why it’s Black women that are always bearing the brunt of peoples prejudice when it comes to reporting images. There is an issue here, that’s undebatable, they need to be open about accepting that and figuring out what they can do to move forward.
I’d like to think things will change thanks to all the people that are behind this movement now, but they have to want to change. Until they answer to this movement and stop censoring bigger Black women’s bodies, it is evident that they don’t.
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To check out more of Alexandra Cameron's work, click here.
Grazia reached out to Instagram for a comment on this story and a Facebook spokesperson said the following:
'We’re constantly inspired by the millions of people who use Instagram to promote body positivity. We do not censor specific communities. Our teams review thousands of pieces of content every day and sometimes make mistakes. As soon as we realised that @curvynyome’s content had been removed in error we restored it and we have been working to restore related content and prevent any more from being removed. We’re sorry for the error and the distress caused.'
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Charities To Support - Grazia
Stephen Lawrence Charitable Trust
Stephen Lawrence Charitable Trust works with young people from disadvantaged backgrounds aged 13 to 30 to inspire and enable them to succeed in the career of their choice
Peace and Healing for Darnella Fund
Darnella Frazier, the brave young woman who filmed the murder of George Floyd, deserves peace and healing. In addition to the trauma of watching a black man be murdered by police, she has had to deal with trolls, bullies and ignorant people harassing her online. This fund is to support the healing and the restoration of hope for Darnella Frazier —whatever that means to her.
Justice for Jacob Blake Fund
Set up by Blake's mother, this fund will cover his medical expenses, mental and grief counseling for his family and to assist them in the days to come, as they continue to seek justice for Jacob. A portion of these proceeds will also be used to benefit his six children.
Milwaukee Freedom Fund
MFF was started by Black and Brown Milwaukee organizers to support residents' right to protest for justice. Donations help support their work helping protesters and community mutual aid and start a locally controlled and operated Milwaukee Bail Out Fund that is part of the National Bail Out Network. Through this work they will build on ongoing bail abolition efforts, support immigration efforts, work towards Black and Brown Liberation and support Black and Brown young people as they build a new world.
George Floyd Memorial Fund
This fund covers his funeral and burial expenses, mental and grief counseling for the family, lodging and travel for all court proceedings and to assist the family in the days to come as they continue to seek justice for George. A portion of these funds will also go to the Estate of George Floyd for the benefit and care of his children and their educational fund.
Minnesota Freedom Fund
The MFF is working with the US National Lawyers Guild and Legal Rights Center to help bails that are set for protestors.
Prison Reform Trust
Prison Reform Trust works to make the prison system in the UK just, humane and effective.
Joint Council For The Welfare Of Immigrants
The JCWI aims to create a world in which immigration law and policy are based on sound evidence, promote the rule of law and are underpinned by respect for human rights and human dignity
Access UK
Helps reduce BME youth unemployment, provide employment and training solutions for youth offenders and implement anti-gang initiatives in the community.
Charity So White
Tackles institutional racism in the charity sector.
Black Thrive
Black Thrive works to reduce the inequality and injustices experienced by Black people in mental health services.
The Ubele Initiative
Supports the African diaspora community.
Women In Prison
Supports women affected by the criminal justice system and campaigns to end the harm of prison to women, their families and our communities.
Race On The Agenda (ROTA)
Race On The Agenda (ROTA) is a social policy research organisation focusing on issues that impact BAME communities.
Show Racism The Red Card
Provides educational workshops, training sessions, multimedia packages, and a whole host of other resources, all with the purpose of tackling racism in society.
The Equality Trust
Works to improve the quality of life in the UK by reducing economic and social inequality.
Stop Hate UK
A service for victims of racial harassment aiming to end hate crimes in the UK.
Runnymede
Generates intelligence to challenge race inequality in Britain through research, network building, leading debate, and policy engagement.
National Bail Out
This US charity is a Black-led and Black-centered collective of abolitionist organizers, lawyers and activists building a community-based movement to support our folks and end systems of pretrial detention and ultimately mass incarceration.
Black Lives Matter
This US organisation (for which there is a UK movement here) fights to end state-sanctioned violence, liberate Black people, and end white supremacy forever.
BEAM
BEAM is a US training, movement building and grant making organization dedicated to the healing, wellness and liberation of Black and marginalized communities.
Ahmaud Arbery Memorial Fund
Ahmaud Arbery was chased and gunned down by Travis McMichael, son of retired Brunswick investigator Greg McMichael, under the father's and son's pretenses of witnessing a burglary in Satilla Shores of Glynn County. There is no evidence of the alleged burglary.
Belly Mujinga Memorial Fund
For the memorial of Belly Mujinga, the railway worker who was spat at before she died of Covid-19.