The finale of Lindsay Lohan’s docu-series Lindsay aired last night in the US, and she revealed in the episode that she suffered a miscarriage while filming for the series last year.
Having watched several episodes of the show, Lindsay spoke to the director on cameraabout her thoughts on the series, and how she feels having watched her own behavior negatively play out on camera.
‘I cried so many times watching it,’ she said. ‘Yeah, of course I’m a bit of a narcissist, but at the same time when the camera is on, I’m on. And if I know I’m not capable of being ‘on’, that’s why I would say I couldn’t film today. And no one knows this: I had a miscarriage for those two weeks that I took off. It’s a very long story, that’s why on the show when it says ‘She doesn’t want to come down’, I couldn’t move, I was sick. Mentally, that messes with you. Watching this series, I know how I felt, and I can relate to that girl but I’m like, “Oh my god, this is really sad, who’s helping her?”’
She also addressed the notorious ‘sex list’ that came out recently, detailing dalliances with a slew of Hollywood stars. ‘That list that came out, that was part of my Betty Ford sexual inventory, it was very personal to my sponsor,’ she said. ‘When I was moving, there were two people there that helped me move, so someone took a photograph, and I’m pretty sure I know who it is, and they are not a part of my life anymore. That’s something sacred to me, and not something that I would show anyone, aside from my sponsor, who’s also a very well-known person. The fact that that happened was not only humiliating, but just mean. It was mean-spirited to do that. Anyone that would do that someone else is really fucked up in the head, and I don’t want that in my life.'
The episode showed Lindsay announcing a new movie project* Inconceivable* at Sundance, and spending time with a group of more positive, stable friends 'with normal day jobs', which seems to have had a positive effect on her in general. And she’s wearing bras! She really is getting better. Long may it last, Linds.
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This article originally appeared on The Debrief.